Ever have one of those times in your life when you feel like this?
Yesterday we found out that Chris is being laid off from his job.
His company is being bought out,
and there just weren't enough jobs to go around.
Financially I'm scared.
We're about to lose health insurance
as well as a steady income.
It was really tough for Chris to find a job in this economy,
and we're being faced with that all over again.
And I feel really bad for Chris too.
He loved his job.
He enjoyed what he did and the people he worked with.
Plus he worked in the same place as his dad.
I guess in retrospect it's a good thing that we haven't been able to have a baby yet.
Because what would we do without health insurance and a baby on the way?
And it's really sad because we really wanted a baby too.
I guess what it all comes down to is this is God telling us that this wasn't the best thing for us.
This job isn't what Chris was supposed to have.
We aren't supposed to have a baby right now.
This isn't the life that He has planned for us.
But it's still really hard.
I'm trying to trust in God's timing,
but it has never been an easy thing for me to do.
So I guess for now we'll just sit and wait on God to show us what's next.